When I am here, really here, moment by moment, I am soooo happy, content, grateful, full of love. I am defining this as a paradise. My senses are enjoying every singel shift of this flowering spring.
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But as soon my mind is traveling backwards, or when my ambition is taking forwards… to that future, trying to plan the next step, or create that perfect long-term life plan. I am losing the peace. I am losing the connection. I can no longer enjoy the beauty around me.
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When that is happening, it doesn’t matter how beautiful the flowers are or how warm the sun is – its like I am blind for beauty when I am not connected to my heart.
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Fuck, why is it sooooo crazy difficult to just be HERE & NOW.
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